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[Dec. 4th, 2009|06:46 pm] |
First off I cant keep a promise
I'm no one to count on at all
Add on that I'm a coward
To scared to return your calls
[Chorus]
But you don't care
You keep sticking around
While I'm acting a clown
You're bigger
Lalala
Cuz you're still here
Your feet stuck to the ground
Despite how silly it sounds
You're bigger
Than me
Lalala
Its known that I'm a liar
Often I'm blacker than white
Add on my uncanny ego
No ones less humbled than I
So I wait for the storm, Oooh
To hide all my tears
But it's taking too long
But I won't run for the door, Oooh
'Coz if you think I'm weak
Then that makes you strong
So rain on me
What's the price of thunder? (rain on me)
It's like I'm waiting in a hundred degrees (so rain on me)
I'll be standing under (so rain on me)
Disguise my tears so that you'll never see
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| The Girlfriend Experience |
[Dec. 3rd, 2009|02:01 pm] |
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From GQ Online:
In making this film [Steven] wanted to take out the common element in films about prostitution across the board, which is the sex. The whole reason these guys pay for it is that it's almost like a therapy of sorts. They need somebody to talk to and somebody to vent to. Not their wife who hates them and just spends their money and takes care of the kids and goes shopping every day. The men that pay for these services are high-powered but they get three or four hours of sleep a night, they have a lot of stress and they want to go to somebody who is there for them. Chelsea's not there to share her problems. She's there to listen to theirs or nurture them and care for them. The emotional attachment that these men want, it's that added extra element that they're paying for, this affection. It isn't just about the sex and that's why it's the girlfriend experience.
I had that thought before. I'm gonna watch it...
When the fuck does it come out in Singapore????? i think it's gonna be R21. bloody fuck. |
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| i'm forced because... |
[Dec. 3rd, 2009|01:17 am] |
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i need a 24/7 buddy whom i can talk to, play with and be near with.
and i decided, PLAYSTATION 3 will be my new best friend!
SORRY MELISSA.:D please understand:D
see, happiness can be bought.
but fucking hell. such a long way to go!! i must persevere..another 2.5k to go. LOL
24 days to Christmas.
i have no plans to attend the gathering with relatives.
i dun intend to be INSIDE HOME.
want to get out
want to be outside.
might wanna get wasted;)
but haha, all talk. and talk is cheap.
it's another wet wednesday.
i'm still in the midst of GQ and i've just understood behind the scenes of Jon Gosselin's life( Jon, Kate plus 8). i looked at the picture of him and my first impression was...the fault was his. As i submersed myself into the 4 page article and saw a different perspective. I felt bad for him. It also came to my realisation that there are men who do care for families, who care for the wife, who would lovingly go through the hardship of bringing up a family. It's this bond that some dads or men want to build with their living future. I kinda saw how it meant a lot to them, through the actions of Jon; though he could somehow get a 22 year old girlfriend 3 weeks after the divorce. See, thats the problem. Men, as devoted as they can commit themselves to, as still as treacherous. Getting a lover in that short span just shows you never loved enough. Well, for Jon I also saw in a perspective where he got sick and tired of the 'new Kate' but it is proven that he loves his children. To quote from a pragraph ' But it makes perfect sense as the act of a father- which is one thing no one's ever accused Gosselin of being bad at.' ayyy. Men.
it's a thurday by now..
dealing with a bunch of weirdos with IQ that doesn't pass the room temperture later on is just annoying. 2012 quickly come.
however much you tell the world
they will never get it
and they will always tell you the same thing
true; nothing lasts forever.
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| I said break, not smash. |
[Nov. 29th, 2009|07:49 am] |
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wavehouse. alright.
the kind of party: not my kind.
back there?: haha, i've to shake my head to that.
while working, i saw this gay couple who came in the evening. and about 8 plus, this girl was drunk and she wanted him so badly. he just wouldnt touch her. He clearly know where his heart lies. haha. should have seen how she wanted him so badly, and how he wanted to help her pretty badly but he knew he would be doing his partner wrong. Should have seen how the girl tried to cling and hug him so badly and tighly. Yup, he offered her a hug, she wanted it so much it felt like she didn't wanted to let go... okay, the gay was old( to everyone, sorry lah my preference) but he was a nice gentleman. for that 20 minutes, i fell in love with the gay and got jealous of the drunken bitch. hmm.
monday monday.. EVENING quickly come.
i've never felt safe when i'm lying on your favourite chair.
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[Nov. 27th, 2009|12:12 am] |
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1. Case 39. not thrilling at all.
2. Ninja Assassin... better than Blood: The Last Vampire.
3. Rain is gay.
4. Holiday= many people on the streets.
5. 4 weeks to Christmas
6. i want tea.
7. 28, and probably counting.
8. i want to lie down in a huge patch of grass and stargaze. now.
9. i need wine. or something alcoholic. badly
10. cant wait for monday evening. cant.
from euodia's tumblr:
Late night sex so wet and so tight,
...
Baby you can go where ever you like,
I said you can go where ever you like |
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| a road too straight for any turns |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|09:20 pm] |
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HAS ANYONE SEEN MY HEART?
PLEASE HELP ME FIND.
oh wait. it's in fragments.
don't bother already, thanks. |
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| to you, and you! and you and you and you..... . . |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|12:31 pm] |
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the sea was blue. in perfect blue. On a cloudless day, it started drizzling on the girl.
The isolated land was small, but the sand was vast like the Sahara.
what the hell.
 seriously, serious. |
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